January 14th, 2009 (10:21 pm)
current location:
here, there and everywhere
current mood: missing him
Jopat Belizario: you're at work na agad... sipag talaga...
gReYz: hehehe hindi naman...
gReYz: just trying to keep myself busy
gReYz: i don't want free time eh
gReYz:
Jopat Belizario: well...
Jopat Belizario: that's okay...
Jopat Belizario: just don't overdo it...
Jopat Belizario: life would pass by and you didn't even ride what it has to offer, you know...
gReYz: i don't know... i miss him kapag nagiging free ang mind ko eh
Jopat Belizario: that's what free time's for... to enjoy what life has to offer...
gReYz:
Jopat Belizario: missin' is good... makes the meet more rewarding, intimate and special, don't you think so...
Jopat Belizario: so, go ahead... miss the heck out of him!!!!
gReYz: i agree...
gReYz: it's just that... it makes me a little emotional.. you know me
gReYz:
Jopat Belizario: i little emotion never hurt anybody naman... especially when you have someone to share it with...
gReYz: oh well...
Jopat Belizario: I don't want you to revert back to your old ways... I want you to be inspired and happy to work because of him.. not workin' your ass off to drown the loneliness you feel without him... you might hate him for it in the end... especially when he's so defenseless for a year...
gReYz: i will try...
Jopat Belizario: I want you to really do your best to trust what you feel... and not be afraid of it.. just be yourself... I'm reminding you this because I really care for the both you.. I want you guys to work... especially since what you guys now have is a long distance relationship... bridge the gap by communication... whatever it takes... instead of just merely accepting the gap by keeping your self proccupied by indulging in other activities.... like working...
gReYz: i am making sure that I consistently communicating with him..
Jopat Belizario: Pasensya na ha... I'm worrying about you guys eh.. I can't help it... especially you...
gReYz: it's okay.. i really appreciate it..
gReYz:
Jopat Belizario: I don't know.. I'm being paranoid or overprotective, I guess... Long distance relationships are not easy... and at tiems.. it's not even near possible...
Jopat Belizario: I don't know.. I'm being paranoid or overprotective, I guess... Long distance relationships are not easy... and at times.. it's not even near possible...
gReYz: please don't say that
gReYz: it will work... naka 1 month pa lang naman kami eh
Jopat Belizario: that's why we're both doin' our best to overcome the odds...
Jopat Belizario: that's why I'm saying what I'm saying now...
gReYz: a lot of things pa can happen
gReYz: i just hope it's all for the best
Jopat Belizario: I have learned lots from my own experiences.. so, I'm sharing them with you.. for you to be able to make this work... your relationship work...
Jopat Belizario: if it fails... it's not because for a lack of effort and management...
Jopat Belizario: most of the time it fails because of one thing and one thing alone...
Jopat Belizario: DISTANCE....
Jopat Belizario: so... face your emotions and learn to manage them through a more positive perspective...
Jopat Belizario: para hindi diversion ang solusyon mo pag nasasaktan ka...
Jopat Belizario: .. so that you will always have him in your heart... at all times... kahit namimiss mo sya sobra...
Jopat Belizario: ang masakit kasi nito... isang buwan pa lang... if you solve it by getting used to the idea of him not being around... by working...
Jopat Belizario: pano na pagdating ng ilang pang buwan...
Jopat Belizario: I'm so sorry ha.... it's just that I just have this feeling that your workin' too much again... I tend to feel this because.. I don't feel your presence na naman...
Jopat Belizario: I just know...
Jopat Belizario: sometimes... being soulmates can be a burden...
gReYz:
Jopat Belizario: Sorry ha... I care for you too much... I really have to learn butt out of your affairs...
gReYz: it's okay...
gReYz: i understand...
gReYz: i'm trying to absorb what you're trying to tell me..
gReYz: it's just that i can't help but cry
gReYz: nagpipigil lang ako.. kasi nasa office ako
Jopat Belizario: it's okay to cry... nandito naman ako eh... para 'di mo kailangang magpigil ng iyak jan sa office and you can just do your thing there normally.. not over and beyond what you just need to do...
Jopat Belizario: the fact that you're having difficulty holding back your emotions there only means that you're not letting them out...
gReYz: i don't want to cry na kasi eh...
gReYz: kasi alam kong kaya namin ito...
gReYz: i know we will get through this challenge
Jopat Belizario: you have to... and you have to realize that it's not a bad thing to cry... he's worth it, right?
gReYz: i know that this is all because we need to be strong for each other
Jopat Belizario: think of it that way?
Jopat Belizario: always be positive...
gReYz: i am trying...
gReYz: really hard
Jopat Belizario: and that's what I'm here for... so that you can be vulnerable, weak, pathetic, an emotional wreck without feeling insecure and embarrased...
Jopat Belizario: you've barely thread the waters... you haven't even gone into the pool yet...
Jopat Belizario: don't hold it in and be strong for each other... remember, he's really not around to do that.. and you certainly can't do it on your own... so, don't try to solve it... run to your friends...
Enjoy reading.... I love my friends!!!!